在你要求我尊重你的同时，也请你尊重下我

望着你渐行渐远，而我却无能为力=）

你的话，句句带刺。
就算你针对我，
请你不要伤害我的尊严。
因为，我的尊严比什么来得重要。
请不要带有色眼镜看人。
我不是像你说的那么犯贱，
我的尊严不是让你践踏的。
也请你注意你的言语，
因为你的一句伤人的话，
失去了我对你的尊重。
谢谢你，让我学会坚强，
让我强忍泪水，却不让它流下。
谢谢你，让我知道原来你是怎样的一个人。

最后，赠你一句
师者，所以传道：授业，解惑也。

谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会坚强。

Zzzzannng

Here I come. I have been a very long time abandon my blog. Nvm,it's alright. I am still busy for hectic school-life.Current me.

School look. A pretty little mature??XP

Will continue blogging after my year-end exam. My readers,wait me =)

September now,please treat me better.
Thanks seed help me to change my blog's look. It looks nicer indeed. Heeheee..
Anyway, have a nice day...

 

Current

I feel that we are not as close than before. Still the four but I'm not included inside. Hah! I thought we can have a good friendship until the days we died. but now seem it wont happen,obviously. Perhaps,the gaps between you all and I are so big. There's not even a stop point. I can't see you all. Not i was too quiet these days,is i realised we did not have the same topic to say. Yours topic wasn't include me inside,so i had to stayed quiet of course. I was waiting you all to realised my existence,not just me to do so alone to try to adapt what you all said. Yes it was liked before. I was ignored! So?? I was not a clown,you all straight forget me during the usual days. It's useless to force yourself to be friend with me,maybe. So what I could do is stayed quiet there. Lonely.

P.s I am not hurting or mean harm or something bad,i am just saying out my feeling.

迷茫

我不是故意，让自己变得不再像自己。
我不是故意，让自己变得那么可怕。
我更加不是故意，把自己搞得不像人样。

原因？
不知道。。
可能。。
或许。。

可怕的是，我连最基本的原因都说不出来。
有人告诉我说，听说我最近变了，变得不再热情，在外人眼中好像都有心事。
我的第一个`反应：“没有啦，我今天不舒服。”
回想起来，我是因为否认而否认。我，心虚了。。

彷徨，无助
失望，失落
寂寞，感慨
烦恼，忧愁

渐渐地，笑容减少。
但，撑起了一丝的微笑。
伪装，穿上保护色。
至少不会那么伤。
伤的只是心灵的最深处，
别人看不到，只有我感觉得到。

我只想静静地，默默地，
躲在某个角落，
静静地，默默地，
思考人生的方向。
我不想连目标也没有，不想连自己也输了。。

可怕的我，迷茫，懵懵懂懂地往外头闯，
 风吹过，轻轻掠过我的脸庞，
为这反复无常的心情画上句点。