Apologize OR Pretending

Apologize or pretending? Hah ! Seriously i don't know. Okay. Start my story here. It's an annoying story. Because you won't know what am I saying. Funny?! Hah! It isn't!!! Have to say sorry because maybe I can't control my emotion well and simply scold something that make you all uncomfortable. I dun wanna to scold you all badly because I know i shouldn't do like that. But you all have drive me crazy. You all are out of control. And my emotion is also out of control too. Too bad it is !! I don't know whether I should apologize or continue pretending. But it is fact and i cant change it anymore. I scold you all today. How hurt is it. I never scold people who are not my family. But I did it this morning. Regretting??!! Not really. Have a bad mood now!! YOU ALL DRIVE ME CRAZY.. Arghhh!!